And the fact Im also bad at managing time, so that really explains why im not live streaming that much, because literally there’s many things that i need to get it done and i dont know what to prioritize. so im stuck trying to improvize myself 1% everyday, seeing other people’s success gives me two things mainly, greatful that i can learn from them, and a mirror to reflects how im not worthy for that kind of achievement.. but hey, some says people have its own path to success, some can be fast as Mao Faust, some slow as the dum ahh “slow start” debuff from pokemon. But my past told me that im not improving, well, in which improving is uhh, more of being a responsible person.